1st day of sch

Today is my fifth first day of school, in sequence from kindergarden, pri sch, sec sch, JC and now finally tertiary. I have always not been able to sleep well when ever I am about to embark to a new journey, today included. I managed to sleep like 4 or 5 hours before waking up and preparing myself for school.

Today I had 2 lectures, a physics and programming lecture which had an interval of 3 hours in between. Initially I thought it won't be easy to get past the time, but spending the time exploring engine faculty and to central library that area, plus meeting up with jinquan to take his phy textbk, it was actually just nice to keep us occupied. Saw alot of familiar faces in the campus today, alot of ex hc and chs pple, some pple who look like my brother's frens, a person who looks like was frm my pri sch but wasn't my batch and a pri sch clsmate.

After attending the 2 lects today, I know I'm in a hard time. To be frank with myself, I never really wanted to be an enigineer. I only wanted to take ise out of all the engine courses. Or else I'll probably have took up a course in business or arts n social sci. Today's lectures only further verify the fact that I'm not a engineer calibre, but i hope things will get better after the 1st yr basic modules when we get on with the 2nd yr specialised modules. In the mean time I'll just try to see what I can do?

And somethings never change... I almost fell asleep during the programming lecture. Guess I need more sleep before school.