Losing again?

Been online for the past 2 hours doing practically nothing. Do not feel like studying, neither is it time to sleep yet. Most of my mine is occupied by the kids' match tommorrow, which is likely to be another defeat. Add that to the Monday defeat, it is going to be only 4 matches left which we can salvage anything this year.

Am I going to suffer the agony of bringing my 2nd team to defeat? Is it me or is it the school? Who can I blame this time round other than myself? It is really becoming a scary thought at knowing that most likely this team will not progress into the national stage.

So my track record is going to be proven. A losing coach. Am I still going to try for another year? I hope so. I cannot admit defeat like that.

There is still some fight left in me. Hope the kids do not disappoint me tommorrow... It is actually today.

There is something for me to prove.